Monday 11 March 2013

Sinking deeper into Love-Musings


It’s a strange feeling. Falling in love I mean. Actually I don’t mean. I’m almost certain I've already fallen. But they don’t have a word for when you've fallen in love but you still can’t quite catch your stomach. I think it would be sinking. You hit the surface and there’s an almighty crash and everything changes. But then you realise that you haven’t quite stopped moving. Only this time there’s something pushing you back to where you came from. Urging you to break the surface. Being in love is like turning turvy in the water and starting to swim down-even if the water’s murky and you can’t tell how deep it is.

I Do Not Know Anything Like the Back of My Hand-A Poem


I do not know anything like the back of my hand
Look at something enough times you no longer see
The scars
The marks
That which sets them apart
All you see is hands

Stare at something for long enough
It ceases to matter
It distorts
It skews
Have we let things blur this much?
All we can focus on is ourselves

So many with self-inflicted scarring
This is nothing new
So many
The afflicted
Starving
We know this truth

But hold up your kaleidoscope
Reflect
Refract
Fragment
Relax
Heaven forbid you should ever react

Look at this word through a microscope
Subdued
Or try to see the ’bigger picture’
Consumed

Here on our cathedrals of faith and science we
Are so devout in our repetition we are losing retention
We do not remember them

The devil is in the details
And he is dancing
Dotting Is and crossing Ts
On contracts selling souls
Uprooting our family tree
Please
Next time we look
Let’s try to see